Monday, October 26, 2009

unfair... UnFair.... UNFAIR...!!!

Heard some bad news from boss during lunch time... Our biggest boss wanted her to justify on the blacky beside me so as to push her grading from a D to C... It is so unfair to me.. I had take over her port-folio ever since this year.. had being doing much much things than her... Y must this be my fate?? Do i deserve the same grading as her?? I do not have a sense of job satisfaction in work after hearing these... I really feel like slacking and do not want to do as much things now.. Can I just pass every damn things back to her?? But my greatest fear is that whatever she did, I need to clear up the 'shit' for her... Is she worth it?? I really have alot of questions on these unfairness... Whatever I do... my boss sees it and agreed to it... but I got C just because I just got promoted this year.. But so what?? Does it mean I deserve the same grading as her?? I can only say her 'face' work is really good.. Can some fairness be done to me??

I really want a job change straight after my maternity.. I am hoping to come back to work for 1 week than I tender.. I do not want to stay in this stage at all... I want to get a new job, learn new things and have at least some Job Satisfaction and someone can recognise my work!! I am hoping my prayer can be heard....

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