36 weeks

Time flies.. I am left with 2 - 4 weeks of enjoying bb in my tummy.. I really think I will miss the feeling of him in my tummy punching, swimming, kicking and doing all sort of stunts.. I am feeling both myself and bb getting heavier for the past 3 weeks.. Could it be supper at night? I really do not know.. I simply cant control sometime.. It is not OUR wish to have supper.. haha..

I am having swollen legs for 2 weeks and crampy legs for 2 days.. I do not know how long I can withstand the pain of my legs now.. But no matter what happen, I still need to exercise and keep walking with minimum speed in order to have a smooth delivery (heard from old ppl).. I am so worried now about giving birth fast and pro-naturally..

To be honest, I am scare of needles and pain.. I do not know how high is my tolerence of pain now.. When the date get nearer.. I am getting scare.. I know all women will go through labour pain, but i simply cant imgine I am going through myself now in about 2 - 3 weeks time.. But I am hoping to see my boy soon~~

Working is getting worst.. very tiring and having the feeling of not coming in to work everyday.. But I don't think I can.. Work is piling up everyday eventhough I had passed some workload off me.. Therefore, getting MCs for me should be quite ideal as I wanted to keep my leave for my future usage after I tender in the near future..

I dare not think of changing job now but just thinking of delivering my boy.. But I know for sure 1 thing, my hubby will be always there for me!!!