36 weeks

Time flies.. I am left with 2 - 4 weeks of enjoying bb in my tummy.. I really think I will miss the feeling of him in my tummy punching, swimming, kicking and doing all sort of stunts.. I am feeling both myself and bb getting heavier for the past 3 weeks.. Could it be supper at night? I really do not know.. I simply cant control sometime.. It is not OUR wish to have supper.. haha..

I am having swollen legs for 2 weeks and crampy legs for 2 days.. I do not know how long I can withstand the pain of my legs now.. But no matter what happen, I still need to exercise and keep walking with minimum speed in order to have a smooth delivery (heard from old ppl).. I am so worried now about giving birth fast and pro-naturally..

To be honest, I am scare of needles and pain.. I do not know how high is my tolerence of pain now.. When the date get nearer.. I am getting scare.. I know all women will go through labour pain, but i simply cant imgine I am going through myself now in about 2 - 3 weeks time.. But I am hoping to see my boy soon~~

Working is getting worst.. very tiring and having the feeling of not coming in to work everyday.. But I don't think I can.. Work is piling up everyday eventhough I had passed some workload off me.. Therefore, getting MCs for me should be quite ideal as I wanted to keep my leave for my future usage after I tender in the near future..

I dare not think of changing job now but just thinking of delivering my boy.. But I know for sure 1 thing, my hubby will be always there for me!!!

33 Weeks check-up

Check-up is great.. It is always a assurance to me by Dr Tham.. Bb is doing great and position is good. Head is going down now. But Bb did not co-opearate with us this time round.. keep using his hand to cover and rub his face.. Haiz.. this time round, no nice photos from him.. Still the same, Dr Tham commented that Bb is big and I need to stop all cakes, chocolate, and ice-cream. But to some webby and books I read, Bb weight is acceptable at this stage.. So that means Dr Tham do not like big babies.. haha... but i will still listen to him to cut down those food if I wanted a smooth and quick delivery..

My next check-up will be on 9 Feb 2010, at the Private Suite.. Checking for dilation and all those checks I had never being before.. Kind of scare and excited at the same time.. But everything seems so quick and scary.. After check-up, hubby say may celebrate Valentine Day.. It may sounds early but to us, it could be the only time to celebrate..haha..

Bb weight: B/w 2.25-2.3kg

On Leave!!

Wow.. nv thought of staying at home on a weekday is so so good.. Partly, i am lazy and tired of going to work today.. But most of all. my legs are swollen and having cramps.. Wow.. not a joke.. cramping feeling for 2 days.. Luckily tomolo is already Friday.. Work till 4.30 can go home..

Had breakfast with mummy @ Mc today.. not crowded and we enjoyed our breakfast slowly.. Wat a life.. it seems only tai-tai can do it every morning.. Be'cos I am having my boi now, mummy, daddy and hubby nv nag at me for not going to work tat often.. If not.. my ear is gonna be big.. As usual. boi boi is very active.. he is getting so cute even though cant see him yet.. I think I will miss the feeling of him in my tummy when he is out..Counting down... nearly 1 more month to go than can see boi boi.. I hope i can cope both in giving birth and taking care of him..

Early in the morning.. received a sms from my dear Sharon.. Her mum passed away in the morning around 12.40am..
" Ger, u must be strong now.. Sorry that i cant attend the wake but I make sure CH go and send my consodolence to u.. Pls do give me a call when u r in need of people to tok.. do not keep everything to yourself.. Pls meet me after everything is settled"

After having breakfast and going home time, so many police under my blk.. condon the whole area.. Aiyo.. someone jump off from the building but dunno which floor.. haiz...

Wat a day to stay at home today but I simply like the feeling of staying at home now cos it is the only time i can rest before giving birth.. but my maternity only start on 17 feb.. so looking towards it..

With lov,
Joyce

Year 2010

Goodbye 2009 and lets welcome 2010...

My new year resolutions for 2010 are:

• To give birth to a healthy and cute baby
• Delivery process to be smooth and relatively fast
• Slim down and regain back my look after giving birth
• To find and change job in 2nd half of the year
• Back to my touring plan with hubby (twice yearly)
• Happy Family

Seems so diff to fulfil, but I will try my very best~~

I hereby, wishing everyone best of luck in the new year...